Monday, August 29, 2005

This Masquerade

Just a few days of travelling up north on a holiday and observing the beautiful creation God made just left me awe-struck and pondering for days... I took a few pictures of the sunset as well... hrmmm anyway... here's nothing interesting about my life in this post... Just a few short snippets from John Eldredge's "Wild At Heart"

"We are hiding every last one of us. Well aware that we, too, are not what we were meant to be, desperately, afraid of exposure, terrified of being seen for what we are and are not, we have run off into the bushes. We hide in the office, at the gym, behind the newspaper and mostly behind our personality. Most of what you encounter when you meet a man is a facade, an elaborate fig leaf, a brilliant disguise."

"That same sort of thing goes on Sunday mornings, it's just a different set of rules. Dave runs into Bob in the church lobby. Both are wearing their happy faces, though neither is happy at all. "Hey, Bob, how are ya?" Bob is actually furious at his wife and ready to leave her, but he says, "Great, just great, Dave. The Lord is good!" Dave on the other hand, hasn't believed in the goodness of God for years, ever since his daughter was killed. "Yep - God is good, all the time. I'm just so glad to be here, praising the Lord". "Me too. Well I'll be praying for you!" I would love to see a tally of the number of prayers actually prayed against the number of prayers promised. I bet it's about one in a thousand. "And I'll be praying for you too. Well, gotta go! You take care." "Take care" is our way of saying, "I'm done with this conversation and I want to get out of here but I don't want to appear rude so I'll say something that sounds meaningful and caring", but in truth, Dave doesn't give a rip about Bob."

Makes you think, don't it?

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Come Fly With Me

Hallo again... hehe... recently I've been having some doubts or rather hesitation going to uni and doing music... the overwhelming talent I saw from just that last visit, sometimes deters me from carrying on... and I'm not one who likes confrontation of a problem... if I could run away and escape... I would... probably a reason why this blog started... and probably why I've been neglecting anything to do with music... practice-wise...

So one day my dad decides to pop in a VCD of Tuck Andress... virtuoso guitar player... and another of Victor Wooten... virtuoso bass player... and I was completely blown away... well, it put a smile to my face anyway... and I thought to myself... yea!!! This is what I wanna be doing!!! make people happy and enjoy it myself... not to show-off and see who's the fastest player or who can create the nicest licks or play the funkiest groove...

It made me realise the fundamental reason why I chose to take this path in life... Cheesy as that my sound... lol... Anyway, a lot of times ego comes into play and makes you wanna show-off... but what does that achieve at the end of the day? rhetoric... don't answer... haha...

Figured I needa do more listening and be humble when doing so... cos when you listen to steal other people's licks or see if you can play faster... I don't think you're gonna get anywhere... you're just gonna be inept... A quote from Duke Ellington - It's better to be a number one yourself than a number two somebody else...

I'm sick of procrastination and complacency...

Friday, August 12, 2005

Summertime

Ok... Every time I try and blog it gets later and later... lol!!! hahaha... I'm so sorry folks for not keeping yall updated... Let's see where shall I start... hrmmm... Well, 1st of all.... let's talk about why I haven't blogged eh? haha...

There's gardening I do with my family on and off... and believe me... it's more exhausting than you think... haha... with digging soil and moving slabs... man... you exercise muscles you never even knew you had!!! lol!!! Anyway... I also recorded some stuff on Tuesday.. I hope it's not as bad as my last one... man... how do pple make songs sound radio friendly? lol.... well, ask me if you want the track....

I met Rick at church on Sunday!!! nice meeting him again... didn't know he was Christian... so cool... At least I had someone to talk to... Anyway... I'm rushing this entry cos I gotta eat lunch in 5 mins.... So... will update yall soon again... Sorry I couldn't be on longer....

Learning not to bask in glorified mediocrity...
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