Smoke Gets In Your Eyes

Monday, nothing much, classes and stuff... I lose track of time so quickly... Last Monday I mean... well, the week came by and then went... managed to get some stuff in which was good... work-wise I mean... still got miles to go... there's always tomorrow... yea right... Saturday was cool... got to hang out with my students again... always a blessing... being around the family... church members anyway... actually... the church I attend was very much like the COOS(Woodlands) one I attended from 8 - 16, or something like that... anyway... so much love... one small or big family... depends how you look at it...

Met up with Meinah on Sunday... She's looking for a job here... as a designer... which is cool... We went around Covent Garden checking some of the arts out... One of them was on a meal break or something... haha... really funny... cos that guy doesn't usually move unless you give him coins...

Went back then had to transcribe 14 songs for Isaac... CD drive wasn't working properly so had to wait for Crystal to lend me her CD player... started at 11pm ended at 1am... Tired...

Monday, classes and stuff... Next week's jazz week... which will be cool... but jam-packed schedule... Wrote some fusion piece at night... Thing is I never really finish pieces I write... Cos I don't like them set in stone too soon... oh well, decided I would complete this one... turned out quite alright...

Skippo, Jordan and I tried it out today... not bad... even if I do say so myself... =p Haha... just listen and find out... or something... was in a good mood today until tonight... Well, not in a bad mood now... but just a little shaken...

For the purpose of the individuals' protection... I shan't write any names up here... Here goes the story... Christian Union... All this time, since I joined... I've assumed many things about the Christians in Uni... I assume they all lead "witnessing" lives... if you can get what I mean... like, to reflect God's glory and all that stuff...

Just like a month ago, I saw some gal from the Christian Union smoking... was surprised at 1st... didn't say much about it then... then just recently another guy in the Christian Union started picking it up... And I'm like whoa... ok... something's going on here... That's just the tip of the iceberg... I've talked with him about it... the discussions with him and me is still going on... I'm only writing all this not as a means for gossip... but as a concerned brother who is worried about the lives of his friends...

So yea... on with the story... now... this guy, a guy whom I've sortta had respect for and sometimes gives talks in the Christian Union... Quite posh and you would never imagine anything bad about him... I just finish practice in the music block and decide to go down to the bar, with some of my friends, to watch this karoke thingy... Whole place was filled with smoke... Lo and behold, I see the guy I'm talking about puffing away on a ciggy... My jaw was like doing push-ups and my brain doing somersaults... I couldn't believe what I was seeing... Hung out for a bit there anyway... Shaken... I need a reality check...

Are Christians becoming more worldly or is the world becoming more Christian? My incomprehensible writing for this entry would probably suffice to demonstrate my unbelief for the events that transpired this evening...

Need help and prayer...