All Too Soon

This is one of the weirdest feelings I am experiencing right now. I feel depressed... But not for me... For others around me... This is where it starts...

I'm doing my mega long essays and I get a call from my dad about some accommodation thingy... Either that or I called him... I think it was during mother's day Sunday... Only in England do they celebrate it at this time I think... haha... anyway... Miriam was preaching that Sunday about Mother's and stuff... So yea... 1st bad news I get is that my Uncle got involved in a carjack... Thief nearly ran him over... suffered minor injuries... ended up in hospital... loss a lot of money... Main thing is that he is safe... I hope he and my aunt are ok... Traumatising experience...

Midweek, I get an sms from Nyarai and she tells me Miriam's in hospital with high blood pressure... and she might lose her baby... I'm sending out prayer requests... Friday... Baby's gone... I cannot imagine what they must be going through... Especially after a Mother's Day service... Bright and Miriam... Sending out more prayer requests... One part of myself is asking why does this happen to them... they love the Lord so much, they have never failed to show it... and another part of me is telling myself... in HIS time... the Lord's plans... why... we won't know... not at the for now at least... Essays are least of my concerns when something strikes so close to home... and double whammy too... I feel helpless to help them... I know I can pray and I know I can be there or support them... But is it ever gonna be enough...

Help...